Maureen Clark

Before Autumnal Equinox

sitting on the front porch       alone       
wisteria vines     going berserk again
wrapping      the side of the house    in green


magenta    four o ’clocks      still flowering
cars take the hill        slowly    and in the distance
commuter traffic           drones like a bagpipe         


about to split the air      with Amazing Grace
last night’s dreams were filled      with you
the Richard       from years ago      who found       


my azurite earring      in the sand      at the Lantern Festival
the one who smiled        showing the gap between his front teeth
talking about books              which he always did     

this southern light       the same as the light    on the day last year
when he decided       to light himself      on fire       
light      just like this     gentle     enchanted light         oh my friend       

fire is the punishment we save      for witches       and heretics    
flame the only thing painful enough     to paint hell with
before you lit the match     was there even a tiny glow      

of late afternoon sun     that made you pause    for a second     
so that maybe       you thought about not dying   
oh I wish that southern sun       had drenched you enough

Maureen’s book “This Insatiable August” released in 2024 and received Best Poetry Book of 2024 by the Association of Mormon Letters. Her memoir “Falling into Bountiful: Confessions of a Once Upon a Time Mormon” is forthcoming by Hypatia Press.